alright i will completing my diploma education in 13weeks. (that is if i can successfully conquer those exams) am really looking forward to that day. though i know i will somehow or rather miss my friends, my cca, my classmates etc. i've never imagined myself in the working society facing all the nonsense office politics or back stabbings around. i probably have to bid goodbye to local university. the chances of me getting a place there is like?

some things in life are just weird. you can be crazy over one thing which you thought was something called passion. overnight you can simply just lose it. so where is the passion now? is it more of an obligation or 'passion' ? i hope i have the will and strength to step into it again. i hope to search for it again. can i? it aint easy. canoepolo.

and oh, my boyfriend is my idol. cant believe he is enduring all the tough trainings at ocs for the sake of our future! and he is such a loving boyfriend since he enlisted. he is placed under the group of "V.I.P" in my msn contact list. sometimes he can be a real "very irritating person" in my life too. thankfully most of time he isn't. hopefully everything goes on well from now on and be prepared, i might get married within the next few years. haha.