received a mail from doron, asking me to do this dog survey. for some reason i m golden retriever. this is what it says:
"No bones about it, you're a popular, fun-loving Golden Retriever. Adored by all and too cool for school, you're extroverted and enthusiastic. Your magnetic personality makes you the life of any bash. "

past few days haven been good. at least it is now. i'm glad i manage to overcome it all. projects, exams, ca. all at the same time. anyway on a happier note, i finally scored for my financial accounting! better be glad for me. kinda happy that the computer gonna be placed in my room. u can enjoy gaming finally.

i'm gettin' kinda broke. and liping will be richer as she is having a part time job now. maybe i should get one too eh? considering the unlimited wants and limited resources in me, i guess i'll just die there.

lastly, i m afraid we'll drift. hopefully we wont. =)

*thanks to ping, i've got a new layout.. thank you!

competiton finally came to an end. SP did well overall. my u-19 team came in 3rd. not very well i must say. but its quite a good experience for all of us i believe. definitely, there are tons of things for me to brush up on. i will train harder i promise. i begin to love this game more. like what you always tell me, "this time its others who set the standard for us to catch up. its not us setting the standard for others to catch up" i wont slack in the game and train to the max i can k. anyway, i might be taking a short break off training just to have my arm back to its best condition. (i wonder who will believe me taking a break off from polo?) haha.. well, i'll try.
by the way, did i mention that the japan team is in singapore for game too? they came sp for friendly and ya.. one was not bad looking.. haha. and i noticed there are like tons of girls who took picture with him during the weekend's competition. so it became a oh-so-common thing which in the end i cant really be bothered bout even spotting him (** dont jealous! =p )
anyway, i wanna tell the whole world that the SP girls are so lucky to have such a skillful, patient, caring and good looking coach, Jackson!! u know, its difficult to find such a nice guy nowadays. for this, i thank jackson for being with us despite all that have happened.. be it not performing to the best , and the selfish act of mine... (oh ya, i was kinda selfish in my last game for this competiton, against NP as i have the phobia of capsizing and not being able to row up. i gave up snatching for the ball even though i know its within my arm's reach. i dont wanna be pushed down by them again. ) what a selfish me right? i will be better and the next time round, my mentality will be..." i must get that ball.!" alright, lastly for canoe polo, I LOVE MY GIRLS and COACH!

was at chalet since friday. thankfully, i performed well.. (told u i m likable to everyone!) =p so glad that i attained 90/100 from you. first attempt ok! i m not going to praise myself here, unlike some people did in their blog. (eg. smart me. efficient me. strong me.) what the hell is this person doing man.. and mind you, he is a guy. haha. oh well..

FA ca is over.. hopefully i pass this time round, otherwise i have to keep to my promise of stopping all the polo trainings i m suppose to have and study harder for 1month..

update later..

wheres grace?

the wonderful people (jackson tryin to be funny)

where is liping ?

why Liping forever missing?
the girls team.. and their coach jackson

to be able to recover by saturday, its already impossible. why must something happen to my arm. veins tangled, muscle tear, over strained. all these possibilities did put me to some fear. the 2 games on saturday is very important to my U-19 team. in order to get achieve our goal, we must strive harder. what logic is" we must learn to lose, before we win" ? i dont believe in losing. and i dont think losing helps u to think better so that u stand a chance to win again. lose means lose. i wanted so much for my arm to be alright. right arm. yes its right. nevertheless, no matter how much people try to stop or tell me not to play for saturday's game, it wont work on me. call me stuborn if u want, but i just want my team to win at least a medal. all out for my right arm. please pray hard.

projects been really irritating me. tons and tons of it. still problems arise in project group. firstly, i make it clear that i will not be a free rider. that isnt the way i do things. when u say "lets do it another day" , then do it another day! why must u complete everything, going to others saying WE dont wanna help. i clearly remember u asking the grp members when we were in yr1, "why are we given group project to do? why not individual?" at that point of time, i was impressed by you.. u said "cos' we can generate better ideas and help each other with their weak points" but may i know, what are you doing now?

a promise i made to myself. if i were to fail financial accounting CA2, i will not go down for any training for at least 1 month. somehow i m regretting. i shant have said that.

before i hit my lecture notes for tomorrow's test... i'd like to blog first. actually i've just read some of my friends blog and have been scrolling through friendster. some major things i wanna bring up...

to grace.. i just read your blog. yupss its a difficult choice to make. Polo? Kallang? i know you've got interest in both. and definitely, i m in no position to psycho u which to choose. cos' i m definitely siding polo. but hey, whatever decision u make, we'll respect it okie. dont worry. yes u dun wanna leave jun all alone there but we can always try to bring her into polo. she has the potential. really. and remember, polo is a team game. our team.. the girl's team. so dont have to worry so much bout the guys ok? i really hope we can improve together. win medals together. i know it aint easy.. but what comes easy right? train hard and i m sure u will have the sense of satisfaction and achievement when u see the medal infront of you. the medal which u're holding. the people beside u, us.. the girls team. :)

to my friends.. i'm sorry if i've neglected you and haven been able to spend time with u guys. i'll try my best i promise. handling competitions, CAs, projects and everything, isnt an easy tasks. yea its true that its been months since i last met a few secondary school friends like yen, hazel, huisan, eliza, joylynn, shu yu, weizhi and all.my dearest stjohn teammates.. srjc friends.. leslie, angela etc.. its difficult. really difficult. and also, most importantly, i dont treat people as substitutes. never will i. i do things sincerely and i mean what i do.

to U-19 polo girls... our competition begins this saturday. i hope to win. or i should say, who doesnt? all this while, its been training training and training. we've been doing well.. we should learn to treasure our team of 7 ok? ( of cos, i hope jun will us too potentials shouldnt be hidden). be it the result is good or bad, its not the result that matters.. its the learning process.. so what if we cant make it this time round.. we've got next yr! we'll play our game. not to forget our hyper protective coach, jackson.. we girls jus cant finish thanking you.
**remember the fun times we had.. pushing each other into the pool. we'll always remain this way. :)

lastly, to you.. thanks for everything.. thanks for accomodating.. the tantrums i've thrown, the attitudes i've shown, u never fail to stand.. u're still standing strong and i hope u always will. i will improve and be a better person. there is more to expect along the way, together we'll walk through all.. thank you.

thats all peeps. hope i offended noone.

without smile

nice outfit. sadly his final performance on project superstar.

sometimes i wonder if i m doing too much. i m not saying i'm a nice person. but maybe i just gave too much. anw i was brought to choong's third friendster account by kelly. haha.. and ya.. some of the nice pics!