been thinking what to post. nothing much happened. just that there are good and bad days for me and i m glad that those bad days are over. think i gotta start revising soon. havent really concentrated on studies since term started. skipped several lectures and tutorials. oh ya, i caught harry potter finally. thought i might fall asleep cos i caught it at midnight. luckily it wasnt that bad. quite nice though. anyway i am glad that the tough times are over. although i foresee there will be more coming up but i guess we can pull through. so smiles :)

srrr coming soon. this time the passion to train hard aint as high. no idea why too. the whole team seem to slacken. but i guess everyone is just busy with their stuffs. first qualifying round will be on 24th december. sp swimming pool. come and support my team!! but dont hold high hopes lar. christmas is coming. really got no idea what to do. should i join my usual secondary school clique or should i join the canoeist (i think they will celebrate together) ? haha. dont really feel like spending christmas at a club.

whats for christmas? ehh..
a levi's bottom.
miracle perfume.
new wallet.
newurbanmale top.

not bad... still thinking. haha. "world-peace" ?! haha.


sorry my better half for scolding you childish. you had your revenge by making me suffer. next time dont play mental game with me anymore lar! pleaseee... :)

chinablack last night with the sec. sch clique. initially was still alright as i only drank housepour.
then came the stupid game. some tortise jump thing. was suppose to drink beer. omg.
before i know, next moment i was dead. hj was worse. he just laid flat outside pacific plaza. lol. then horror came. i practically vomitted like some ass. reached home this morning. i m still running fever. since yesterday morning. forced myself to perspire so that i can join them to club. haha. anyway, days havent been good since tuesday. and i hyperly dislike this.

sighs..

and i miss you so.
i want you back again please.
when is all the hard times gonna be over?
i am still waiting..
time past faster please.

why do things always go the opposite way.
why quarrel when everything already feels so right.

kinda glad this few days. hopefully everything runs just as well from now on.
anyway all the best to the Alevel and Olevel people.

who sees the sad side of me.
who knows when i tear.
who understands that i fell deep and can never return.

everyone sees the happy side of erica.

i dont know how to express my unhappiness. i am forcing myself to accept things which i dont like to happen.