haiz..

let it be.. let it be...

i intro u guys a song.. though its been quite old... i still love this song... Harlem Yu-Ming Zhong Zhu Ding..

the chorus goes like... "ni rang wo xiang xing you ming zhong zhu ding.. ni wen wo yu hou ke you cai hong?.... " 

or how bout Britney Spears'   Everytime

Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess
I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess
I need you baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess
I need you baby

And everytime
I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

After all...After all...

 
Its depressing song.. things are jus depressing... Let it Be...

 
Patience is all i haf to possess.. I guess... (ppl reading my blog... dun ask me y please.)

I dont wana be a PON-er

Know what I mean? Well, I've been skipping lessons. Feeling real bad about it. That explains my results i guess. Anyway next week, i'll be busy studying. Having CA1. I must do well! Today was rather tiring. Went school at 9am. Mood wasn't really good thus walking super slow. Took 15mins to walk to SB. Went for MOB tutorial and over there we did some activities which were rather lame. After that, I skipped EC lesson. (EC is NOT  Economics. Its Effective Communication) . Its a rather extra module though. However I didn't leave school! Went to the library together with Tabitha and Liping( they skipped lessons TOO!) to do our IDEA project. We did the model. Its kind of nice though. Saturday we're going to Tabitha's house to do our PowerPoint. After that, left school and went town ALONE.Poor thing right? Did some window shop and back to home. Was rather tired perhaps its due to my late nights past few days. Tomorrow is Friday. Friday is the day.     -end of entry i guess-

 

chance is all i need
u r all i want
u've got me crazy
too lost in u *real lost*

 

May ALL b WELL

well.. things haven been running well recently.. be it with myself or with my fren..  to me.. Friday is coming.. hopefully things turn out well. i really hope all of u can pray hard for me. Pray hard tt everything goes on smoothly for me.

btw i got my IDEAS clay model results on Monday. Well think i got the lowest in class.. 60/100 .. and todae had this ITAB test. Think i m the last few too.. 56/100.. haiz.. Y!!? Everybody say they guess guess one... I oso guess guess.. Y does it turn out like this? well forget it.. i aint hardworking at all.. so i suppose i cant complain much.

Aniwae my last weekend was kinda fun though.. Saturday was home the whole day.. sunday went to Doron's house with MeiBao, Ken n Yihao. yea. jus to play. and yah.. his condo is cool.. theres bowling alley.. better than Pebble Bay i suppose.. But Pebble Bay is still cool i think.hahaz. . Nat. day is coming. Reminds me of how my Nat day was LasT yr.. fun n more fun.  nbm.. Hopefully everything turns out well.

Its the 4th week in SP now.. So far frenz are great. oh ya.. i m joining Rock Climb as my Recreational CCA. hahaz. actually its bcuz the ppl there are fun. hahaz. Aniwae to sign off... i really hope all of ya can pray for me. Thanks!

jus received these pics frm angela.. happie viewin... pics taken at Victoria Concert Hall.. College peepz...  =)     thankS angela...

soccer peepz of SR.. n junwen-canoeist (extreme right) 

leslie me wilson weiliang n sinting vCh 

leslie me n sinting. vCh 

me and angela @vCh 

Sick

I'm still sick.Din go school todae but went fer Jap. Class. REally tired.. no idea why issit so too. mayb bcuz of the medicine. oh ya went to c doctor todae. he say theres a big sore on my throat. And i m given 2 types anitbiotics to b completed. Wonder wads really wrong with my throat. Its affecting my right ear too.. hard to swallow food. I kinda feel my heAd is realy heavy.. weak feeling. omg.. wads wrong man!!! nvm.. hopefully the medicine can help.. off to rest..

Not as Good

Just came back from Victoria Concert Hall. Its SR musical concert. Well, its not as good as i had expected it to be. Kinda boring.But rather funnie at times. It suits students of SR only. Other than that, i dun think outsiders will really understand. Haha. Aniwae its reaLLy great seeing my college frenz! i really miss them!! I actually hugged Angela and QianQin.. =p really miss them yahz. hahaz.. oh leslie was sayin how come he dun haf hug... hahaz.. okz.. wadeva ... *u buy me MOGU first* =p   hmm yahz.. at least its great seeing ppl like angela,leslie,qianqin,robin,junwen,wilson,weiliang,arif,ziming,sinting and many many more. hahaz. Tk cAre ALL! After the musical thingy, went fer 'dinner' with leslie,junwen n gf,robin,wilson,weiliang n brandon.. hahaz... den took cAb home.. i cant really b bothered to take mrt. rather lazy nowadays. hee... aniwae its really happie seeing all of them.. really glad... may all b well... study hard PeEPz!!!
 
msg to angela ''behave urseLF ar!!! update me with the latest news''   =p

SIck SicK i M sicK

SICK AGAIN.. my throat is in a bad condition now. Aniwae i m having ITAB lesson now again..haha so sick of it. the teacher is talkin so fast. Gettin rather confuse. Oh yesterday i made some cookies.. itS great.. i think its nice. haha.. u wan?? come and ask me for it. oh ya.. hope all who are sick will recover fast.. LIKE ME!!! i wanna faster recover.! have been eating lozenges. so sucky. oh ya i came in late fer this lesson. went to eat at FC1. The food there is nice ar.. not bad. Aniwae i jus completed my assignment thats y i can blog. haha. YEA! m meetin my college frenz later for the SR musical concert. Hope its great ya.. 12bucks ok! haha. Its been a long long time since i last saw Angela. Really miss her lotz.. M meetin Robin Leslie Junwen n Gf  Weiliang n mayb SiWei. hahaz.. Hope itS fun there. hmm really miss them muchy... haha.. I wanna faSter RECOVER!!! i wanna RECOVER!!! fASter.. ok.. she is checkin our work soon.. i betta off le.. hee =p

Tired

Finally backed from camp.Rather tired though. Ok i'll start with Friday.
 
Early in the morning carried heavy bag to school. Tabitha and I ended up putting our bags in PeiYing's hostel. hahaz.. After school went to collect it. Initially we thought the camp will have quite a no. of gers. BUT who noes there were only 3 female freshies. Me Tab. and another ger. Haha. But overall the camp was kinda fun. The people there are very funny. haha.  Think of the evil things we did.. OH my.. hahaz... ttS me.. oh ya.. we oso had the night walk. Its SCARY!! i din dare to walk alone. So Tabitha and me walked together. The scary place is the ENDLESS ALLEY. hahaz. We screamed ok! hahaz. It was a SUPER tiring Nite.. Slept at 3+am.
 
Saturday was tiring due to lack of sleep.Did climbing and still climbing. haha. I managed to reach the top of the speed climb wall. hahaz. I'm still thinkin if i shld join rock climbing. At nite we had tis blind folded walk. hahaz.. as usual.. scaring ppL. i'l the first to complete the walk. so i actually haf the chance to help to frighten ppl. hahaz.. ITs gREAT! fun yahz..
 
Left the camp at 10+ am todae. Was really tired. Slept abt 4hrs after i came home. hahaz. i'm rather tired now.. post again when i can..

Back!

Back home now.! Skipped Jap lesson to eat chesse prata with kokrui. Played Billard. Again,i suck at it. As usual rite? Then rushed home to watch 'hai you ming tian 2' last Episode! The ending was kinda lame though. I'm attending Jap Lesson as a make up tomorrow. Tiring day i guess. i am Tired now.. nitez to all...

In Lesson

I'm in the lab now. hahaz.. ITAB lesson.. jus some crap learning microsoft words thingy. rather boring. I late for this lesson. About 15mins late. =p Anyway, I'm going to talk about yesterday. It was a long long long day *obviously.. its until 5!* Oh ya we went to the IDEA centre. A pretty cool place. The design there is really cool! haha. After that went to Dover MRT to meet Yihao. Where he pass me a birthday pressie.. *thaNks YiHao* Den went to meet Isaac (my Primary School Fren). Stupid Ken ask me to accompany him eat Punggol Nasi Lemak.. so I met him at Outram MRT. hmm the gift from Yihao is really nice. =p =p =p =p =p =p thanks!.Its so cold here in the lab.. Looking forward to this Sunday. Meeting my college frenz.. I'm still thinking if i should attend Japanese Class after school. Rather lazy yah.. Its until 7.30pm.! And today is the first lesson. The opportunity cost of going for Jap lesson is i miss eating Chesse Prata! =p tts all for now.. HappY note... to my Birthday Partner!! WEILE!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI LE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!



\...y.izzit.so.cold.now...\ *attitude wise*

11 July 2004 Sunday

Finally I am 17! Nearer to 18! haha. I wanna learn Driving thats why. But i heard rules have changed for driving. Now is 21 yrs old? issit true.?? haiz...



Anyway on a happy note..


Happy Birthday To ME
Happy Birthday To ME
Happy Birthday To ME
Happy Birthday To ME

=p

10July2004 Saturday

oh yea.. Today had birthday celebration of ME n WEILE at ktv with my secondary school cliques. It was great. Had fun there. However, not all the time was happy though. Somethings were just on my mind. Anyway thanks for the presents! People present :WeiLe KokRui JunNan Dexin Loreen Herry Dody Vivian FuQuan Desmond HanJie Jasmine(JunNan's GF) Joseph n OF cOS my F4! ( ME YEN SUXIAN n BAOLING!) n seriously after paying for the KTV with WeiLe, I M BROKE! haha.. But I'm rather lucky afterall. *Leslie will noe Y!* hahaz.
Today then realised tt HanJie actually sings! Some were rather shy though. Oh ya, Jasmine is a great singer. That explains y she got into Singapore Idol. haha. Overall the day was good. Morning went for a hair cut with my mum my bro and weile. At least everything turned out fine and the $237.10 on ktv was greatly spent. =x Thanks to my Brother tt I got a cake! A ice cream cake somemore. Cookies n Cream(MY FAVOURITE!) haha. He came with GF Hazel. Had a slice, sat awhile and left. After the whole thing, we went fer supper at the coffeeshop near outram MRT.By then its already 1+. Big Thanks to people who Messaged me Or Called me! Great celebration I had with my friends. Thanks to all!

9 July 2004 Friday

Today school ended early. Stats tutor released us early. Anyway, i guess noone is paying attention to him during the tutorial.Everyone is looking at Friendster or their Email. haha. Anyway,after that went town for a walk. Did some window shopping and met Jun Ming where he pass me the birthday present which is a crumpler bag! THANKS ALOT!! Oh ya!! I joined Rock Climbing, Cycling n some CIP thingy as my CCA! haha. i think i bound to drop one. haha.

8 July 2004

sorrie had to do postin in such manner.. cuz i was really lazy to update blog.. hahaz.. aniwae.. hmm its a thursday... n i went to school as usual. School is great. Everything is great i guess. After school i went to meet Andrew at Heartland Mall. Oh my, Heartland Mall is different now! They have a neoprint shop and more! Anyway, THANK YOU ANDREW fer the cake! haha. Its a chocolate cheese cake. Met Robin n Leslie when i was about to go home. Stupid Leslie try to hide my SP card. hahaz. Robin was so unlucky. He lost $58 while playing BlackJack in school. haha. Anyway Robin treated me ONE TEA EGG! haha.Think thats all fer this day.

Birthday to all JULYians.

Today had a sort of small celebration by my class 1B/24, for july peepz. hmm though its short... but its pretty nice afterall.. oh ya.. todae is Tabitha's birthday.. !! *haPpiE biRthdaY*... Anyway todae had this super long computer lesson. Rather boring. Fortunately our Kind Econs teacher released us early! After tt, went to take a look at the CCA booth.. I'm thinking of Rock Climbing and Cycling. hahaz. Will c how it goes.. Nowadays, I'm addicted to the show WINTER SONATA! haha. its really nice. Thinking of taking a look at digital camera tomorrow.. but someone suddenly cant make it!!! *you better feel guilty abt it!!* hahaz.. i'm jk..alrite tts all fer now...




"Thanks for Visiting my BLOG almost everyday? "

-titleless-

I'm rather tired now, therefore cant think of any title. Anyway today i woke up pretty late. 2pm i guess. Went to town to meet JunMing. Passed him the handphone and had sort of dinner together at PastaMania @ cineleisure. After that, went to meet YiHao and Ken (my SP facilitators) to play pool. Again, i'm sucks at it. Left town at about 7+pm. Oh yah, i met Johnathon on the streets. Jon from SRJC. hahaz. And then met Anthony at MechMaster. His table was beside ours.Anyway, not bad a day. Took a train back with Ken. Haha.Still thinking if i should call in for a conference. hahaz. WILL C. =p

Tiring Day

okz.. first talk abt yesterday.. yesterday i actually went for the SP flag day. Duh.. its a tiring one. Walk n walk. Asking people for $$$... After tt i had a ride home!! hahaz.. From Stanley.. yea.. he is in SP too. hahaz.. n as for today, i woke up early in the morning. Went back to Macpherson for SJAB day.n i was LATE fer the parade. sort of went back for nothing. but nvm. its okz. aniwae.. i really feel like leaving the SJ unit. i noe its irresponsible of me. But i m really sick of it. and i find it pointless to go back to something which i dun haf a sense of belonging to.. Its like so many things happened during my 4yrs in SJ.. i sometimes feel its a stupid thing to do to go back and help them. wads the point?? i din get wad i deserved. mayb a long break will b good...

aniwae todae i'm supposed to meet a fren.. and my stupid LG phone made me feel so guilty!! cuz we're suppose to meet at 4pm.. and the phone went off.. no alarm to wake me up. and by the time my bro. wake me up... it was already 6.30.. really SORRY!!! haiz.. my phone sucks... and i m supposed to join yen n co. fer SPIDEY 2!! but cuz of the phone.... i din manage to receive the info in time... she sent so many msges to me.. haiz. lame fone... eh aniwae COUNTDOWN for my BIRTHDAY! hee. hahaz.. 9more daYss...... all fer now...