my fault my fault.

i gotta apologise to liping. really.. sorrie sorrie.. cuz so many things.. sorrie sorrie.. mac on me. whatever oso on me k. thank u. the more u dont blame me.. the more guilty i am. so please blame me for 1sec. thank u. =)

this time really my fault. i promise not to be so playful in future. if there is a next time, i'll treat u eat ....... BK. ok? sorrie miss tao liping. sorrie..

saturday morning rain is fallin'

c a n o e p o l o rockss!!

thanks to janneth. =)

-cant imagine what will happen if i really cap in the pool.

chung better faster learn properly.. leave that pig out and c her cap in the pool.. so the pool will have a new spirit to join them. thank u.

before chung ever complain again.... thanks to chung.. for being as lousy as i am. happy?

study marathon isnt effective for me at ALL. ended up watching the eye 10 as midnight movie.
anyway thanks to leslie too.


this entry is gettin abit hmmm... thanking session. ok goodbye.

double or single.?

idiot liping bluff me say is 'wing' !

its a single dah-ber-u! 'w'
hahahaha. quite funny.

i am studying hard. believe anot? better believe.

counting down... close to 2 weeks to final exam and i've not done much.
met leslie on saturday and finally bought nokia 7610.
(the pic we took with the new phone made so so so so so many people thought we're couples) omg!
canoe was pretty much alright. things are pretty weird* haha.

went to kallang for canoe finals on sunday again.
chatted awhile with junwen and qianqin.
i am not buying crumpler. although i still badly want the red one. its costing freaking $149! and i just spent $498 on phone. and i really mean i badly want the RED CRUMPLER!

monday is again the usual study day.

tuesday went fuzion cafe with liping to study. (not very effective)
today.... kallang! tabitha is forever trying to psycho people to go down kallang with her. wonder whats her real motive. and i am forever the victim.

so far so good

so far so good. mood became better. liping complain that i dont treat her well but treat tabitha extremely good. says who.

met up with li chhay and mam yesterday evening. too bad hes leaving today. back to canada.dinner at marche and drinking at indo chine.(leslie must be damn jealous)

sea training was pretty alright. got another cut on the same leg. arhh.. but its alright. hahas. first time rowing T1.. keep on capsizing. cap cap cap. but quite funny. though seems little clumsy.
mesmerised by how helpful u r. muahahahas.salt water sucks.

currently on saving mode together with tabitha and liping. target is to buy the new series crumpler bag. red for me. green for 'ping' and blue for tabitha. yesterday just splurge on gio green top, jeans, shorts and leather wrist band. kind of broke now. but will be saving for everything again. think i can do it. i will try not to be brand concious anymore. heh heh..

having kallang again tomorrow and sunday.canoe team outting on sunday no idea if i'm going. cuz of the savings plan. will start studying soon. real soon.

heavy heart

remember how i used to walk out of secret recipe thinking.. "hey a day of work is over. FINALLY. i wanna pia home now to sleep or maybe out shopping." surprisingly that wasnt my feeling yesterday. i wanna be back. i wanna be part of them. i tender my resignation. i dint wanna be selfish to hold on to the position and others who wants the job cant get it. yesterday simply wasnt my day. it ended with me blasting music in my room till i felt tired and fell asleep. its been long since i last did that. exams stress? i doubt so. i aint that crazy over exams.

canoe later on.. apologise if i show attitude .

things will go on well.

yea things will turn out to be good. thats what i hope. just finished my marketing presentation. everything was pretty alright. recap on what happend during the weekends..

saturday
went kallang early in the morning as the team is having some heats competition. quite a hot day that i got a tan. kinda excited bout that. rushed home for a nap and went to inn kiat's birthday buffet dinner at pan pacific hotel. caught up with cousins like myra, kelly and wei.. *ahhh.. kelly u're reading my blog eh!! din expect any of the cousins to read though..* went to town for coffee after that. reached home at bout 12+am.. wanted to catch the movie 'boggeyman' or something like that but cancelled in the end.

sunday
went to visit mrs chua and her baby daughter. very cute. actually wanted to name her after me. yea ERICA. but didnt do so in the end. they were like praising my name saying erica=pretty ger!! lol.. compliment. but got so much scoldings from suxian and gang. hahaz.. whats wrong man.? will u guys really look down on me if i do so?? lol... some kind of joke. alright enough of that, i dun wanna mention it again. anyway on the way to simei to meet them, met kokrui at kallang mrt station. kinda shocking though. haha. talked awhile and he alighted at paya lebar. did my last minute presentation preparation till 12+ last night. very tiring.

i've got no idea how to manage my time with canoe training and exams coming up. i dont wanna skip any trainings and i really wanna train hard. maybe i should just hang on.

anyway, somethings are really funny ya know.. so many people thought i turned lesbian due to the picture of tabitha and me on friendster. i think its the caption though. anyway, i removed it. cuz its not her! lol.. (sorry chung dun sad!! lol) thats all i guess.. having gym training tomorrow. will look forward to it. =)

*i thank u for reading my blog.

what is it all about..

Sometimes things turn out to be so weird. I've got no idea what I wanna say.Its like theres many things on my mind which I think noone would understand even if I express it out. I'm no longer the same old person. Its weird. Alright stop this.

My life is really all about canoe, study and projects. Sea training yesterday was G R E A T ! and i mean woah.. haha. However tide was very low and had a deep cut on my leg. Been complaining bout it through my rowing time. Really painful. Rowing seems easier now, compared to the first tabitha and i rowed. Seriously, ALCOHOL SWAB sucks! Chung got a cut too. haha. guess we just gotta get use to it and everything will be alright. [small face also not bad!]Went for dinner at beach road and rushed home for that "1/2 whatever" 9pm show. oh ya on a happier note.. Douglas say we rowed well yesterday!! and for hell lot of reasons chung and i was over the moon cause that came out of douglas!! haha.. so i guess we really did well. :)

Staying over at chung's place tomorrow. Not excited. Instead I'd be excited to what will happen to her tonight. wahaha "85" eh.. imagine what will happen if the canoe team finds out. wahaha.
(right chung?!?!?!?!) gotta get outta bed pretty early on Saturday cause the team is having some open competition at Kallang. Guess I might meet some of the SR canoeist too.
*all the best SP canoeist*

My blog seems pretty boring. Canoe here and there. Pardon me cuz thats what my life is all about now. No relationship, not tied down to anything. Despite all the friends I have, I can hardly find one who can really understand me.

:)

Nice weekend I had.

Friday, went Kallang for sea training with the team. Tabitha and I was damn pissed with the wave. Its hyperly irritating. and still Michael treated it as an entertainment laughing at us. (right chung?!) whahaz. After training, rushed to suntec. grr.. waste my cab fare.

Cut my hair on Saturday but still not many people say theres a difference. Wanted to colour my hair but not recommended to.

Sunday morning rushed for tuition at SengKang. Cant solve most of the questions from TenYrSeries. Lol. For your info, i'm giving tuition to a sec 3 student. =)
After that, rushed to Plaze Singapura for movie with the canoe team. Just the Year1s. haha. Went shopping around in town and then headed to Suntec's Sizzler for dinner. Eric's birthday. somehow they call me Eric's Sister. Ahhh.. cant be bothered.
Got to realise that actually canoe people are fun to be with. Funny and loud.. Just like me righttttt!!! ha.. Reached home at about 10.40?
Sometimes I wonder if all the sacrifices i've made are worthwhile. hopefully.

Aches are gone!! but Pimples is here. Right under my lips. I'm not paranoid, i'm sure.
I'm broke. and hey.... happy earliated birthday to Nicholas!! cya!!

achesss

whole body aching now. gym training 'rocks'. later on having training again. I wanna train up soon so I'll get use to it and will not suffer from aches again. Anyway, enjoyed Saturday's canoeing at Kallang. haha. Quite funny though. Tabitha and I paired up. We're suppose to give way to others cuz we're still beginners.. but I decided to chiong through them. haha.

Quite surprising that I passed my Stats CA3 but I did pretty badly for my GEMs assignment. got grade D for that. mrs nerdspecs got A!! bluff me say anyhow do.. SLAP!

I wonder when will I be more free. After i stop working at secret recipe, canoe came in. Because of all this I gotta give up many things. Final Exam coming. Have not started revising but soon i guess. Gonna meet up with leslie and angela soon. =)

i've come to realise that somethings just wont come back anymore. so i'll try to live happier. :)
pick up the pieces in life and take one step at a time.