exams are finally over. this semester finally ended too. i'm pretty much glad that its over. but i guess you'll never imagine how much i hated myself for being so confident for cash flow statement. i thought by giving myself 2 hours to read through this part of financial accounting would be sufficient. who knows, i just cant solve a single question. so i had to restart from the tutorials and therefore i slept at 2am. trying to memorise all those damn formulas. anyway sad to say, erica didnt finish her financial accounting paper. i left a question blank, last question a quarter done. no confident in all MCQs. wonder if i can pass this module. just look at things in a more open way. come what may. repeat den probably i shall jus repeat. sounds quite sad eh? but yah i m lousy. i dont study as much as i used to do. probably more last minute work i guess. i hate it when theres exam. will what we learn be put to some use in future? think about it. finally resume training. kinda glad. can just go for training without thinking i've got more to study. haha. its always like this when exams end. work starting on sunday. probably should just earn more money during this holiday... secret recipe, flood me with more long hours!!

-29/09 happy birthday u fat ass.. :)

entry dedicated to liping...

passion for a cca comes and goes. its just so happen that we come across this sport, canoepolo.
because of it, we've sacrificed many of our movie time, eating time and crapping time.
it all goes to training and still more trainings. i've made sacrifices too. remember, because i wanted to join this sport, i actually hurt someone? yups.
maybe your passion aint here now, but i'm sure the passion in you is not gone forever right?
we've all come this far. winning the first medal together (though that medal is quite insignificant). you know, i wanna thank you and tabitha so much for bringing me into the canoe club. you're losing the feel for this game because you've found something new. thats not surprising at all. thats human nature. everyone gets fascinated in new things. sometimes, try looking back. old things aint that bad afterall. remember all the fun times u had in canoe. training together. helping each other with rows. i know u havent decided if u wanna leave this sport but before u make any decision, do a through thinking. i'm sure you'll miss it someday. working may give u extra allowance and fun. but canoe polo not that bad too right? i m looking at things in a neutral way. i am not siding canoepolo or what. i know its hard to compare between you and me. maybe because i've got more passion? but i am just trying to persuade you to stay on and not leave this cca permanently ok? go ahead with whatever you are interested in now but i hope you will come back soon. real soon. ok? for your info, i'm not pissed at all with u not coming for training. so dont worry. i still love you that much. :) -NN1.

had my ecm paper today. horrible. i tell you, the paper is plain bored. wth is the ecm department trying to do. com'on use a better company name. to think they came up with "Kreative". whats their blardy problem. caused me to keep writing "Creative". the paper was ultimately boring. aching my right hand. and come to think of it, i didnt manage to finish the paper. hand writting was worse than a doctor's? hopefully d.n. raj will be able to read it.

chatted with baoling on msn. came up with the topic, why the secondary clique drifted? came up with a few possibilities and i guess mainly its because everyone is in different course of study. some in jc and some in poly. when we meet up, jc people tend to talk bout their economics, physics and maybe chemistry. the poly people will probably just shut their ears and give a "what talking you" look. kinda duh right. communication break down.

some of us changed and some remained the same. as for baoling and i, we remained the same. as slack as usual. as last minute as we can be. other jc people like jun nan and yen they've all become so hardworking. its so unlike of them. they study all day long. no more late nights out having supper or singing ktv together. especially wei le. but heck, i forgive u all. cos A levels coming. haha. for the poly side, hanjie is still so hanjie. kokrui changed alot. from a slacker, he became one of the top student in his course. As and Bs were his last semester's results. compared to my Bs, Cs and Ds ? i remember he once told me that he didn't like studying and he may not even want to get into a university. but look at him now, promising young talent. not that i want to praise him. but its true that he is doing good and i'm glad for everyone who is doing fine. ok.. let the story be back to me and baoling. our results are disgusting. and we freaking have discipline problem. she always have problems with late comings, absents, attire etc. and i have attendance problem and attire. see... we're still so us. so we both actually decided to pull our socks, smell it and buck up. time for a change!

before i forget, dinner was at pasta mania with tabitha, liping and doron. i'm on saving mode so i ate only aglio olio. anyway, announcement everyone.. i may need to repeat the module MA I. may god bless me that i dont need to. i promise to listen to ambrose next sem. if i get to take MA II.

so much for blogging, time to get some rest. i'll start on my final paper tomorrow.. financial accounting.

suppose to go pacific coffee study. ended up shopping at marina square and suntec with ping and chung. did study abit anyway. abit only. not much. very little.
tried a bottom at eBase. its nice. just cant make up my mind if i should get it. anyway ping bought it. maybe i'll go back and get it..

a picture of it. comments please. (ehh i look kinda haggard though) haha. exams only. so i simply wore a white fbt top and jeans. anyway, please focus on the bottom. should i get it? going for only $15. seriously is cheap. if i dont get it maybe i'll regret. haha. but i'm saving for uncle tay's birthday. $15 shouldnt be a problem right? oh ya.. i need more than $15. i need another $45. to buy that volcom bag for ping. its nice. really nice. seeing it from far seems nothing. the moment u touch it, waahhz... its the go out handbag kind. rough material. worth the money actually. then i wanted to get a normal roxy bag.. the beach kind.. costing only $8. but ping say too common. and the design has been out for quite some time. spent $11.60 at Prints. you know, that paper shop. they are having discounts. i've kinda decided what to buy when i'm feeling rich.

- jacket (le coq sportif or puma)
- tops and more tops
- skirts and more skirts
- shorts and more shorts
- pair of shades
- levi's jeans
- a cap
- accessories and more accessories
- bag (not a bag pack nor a sling on. just those hand carry ones)
- a new pair of spectacles
- a new pencil case
- nicholas sparks' new book. (i'm a avid reader) =p
- FOOD! and more FOOD!! (i'd rather spend more on good food than material items) :)
- last priority will always be a watch. (i'm always punctual so i dont think its necessary)

hopefully i can receive an outstanding student award.... cash of $1000 will do. haha. you know, its always great to shop without thinking how much you gonna spend on this and that. emm... maybe i should consider gettin' a new bikini.! i must go sentosa for some tanning session so as to
balance my skin colour. take a look at this. haha. thats my back.

update again. (one paper down today. 2 papers left! and i'm here blogging...)

jackson went hospital for a minor operation. and grace got scare by me.! grace!!!!!

hereby wishing jackson speedy recovery.!

anyway, secret recipe wants to hire me again. thats rather surprising

as i am only able to work for a month.

i wont give up training cos of working.. haha. though i need extra cash.

jason gonna work with me too! hopefully we wont have

any quarrels due to the new environment. ;)

love mr j.